First of all my baby looks like a kid now. When did that happen? We got him church shoes (I realize I'm way behind on getting him church shoes but whatever), and now he looks like a little kid and not a cute little baby that crawls around on the floor.
On Sunday Lincoln went to nursery for the first time. Now, I have been counting down the days until he was old enough because two babies and neither one in nursery makes church really hard. I thought it was going to be a rough transition though. Technically Lincoln isn't old enough until the end of the month to go but I thought I would just go in and sit with him before he was actually ready so we could make the transition smoother. He is really shy so these thoughts were valid. We got in there and he just sat on my lap and observed for about 5 minutes. Then he got up and was gone. He just walked away. The nursery leader said that I could go ahead and leave. I didn't want to. I had waited all this time for him to go to nursery but shutting that door and walking away broke my heart. I went and found Daniel and had a break down for a minute. I was not ready for Lincoln to just be ready to leave me and go play like that. I thought he would need me a lot more than he did. It broke my momma heart a little. Being a mom and the emotions that come with it are no joke, and sometimes it's shocking what you get emotional over.
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